I had my 21st birthday yesterday. It was alright. I spent it with Shawn and Hayden because Joey was at work. So Shawn and I went to the mall to find something to wear that night when we went to Orlando. We ended up going to two bars and then went to dennys afterwards. I only had two drinks. I just cant stand the taste of any alcohol anymore ( Read more... )

I HATE OLD PEOPLE!!! I cant even talk a walk around the neighborhood without some old person saying shit to me about something Joey, Hayden, and I do wrong. They were bitching about how I go to the pool and take Hayden in there with diapers. They arent diapers they are little swimmers and I try to tell them that but they are so old they dont ( Read more... )

I have a lot of hates right now, but to focus on a few ( Read more... )

I think its about time for an update ( Read more... )

I havent updated in forever. So here I am to do so. Joey and I are back together again. I'm sure a lot if not all could have called that one. Hes treating me better but still not so much Hayden. Speaking of Hayden he has a birthday coming up soon. February 16th to be exact. Joey and I are taking off for it. And we are going to work on ( Read more... )

Joey I just want you to know I still love you and probably always will but right now I need to be alone. If you cant understand that I dont know what else to tell you.

Happy New Year everyone ( Read more... )

I took a pregnancy test and it turns out that I am NOT pregnant. Thank God ( Read more... )

I cant stop crying...

there are so many things I want to say but cant

I had a dream the other night that I was pregnant with a girl. How scary is that? If I'm seriously pregnant I will have no clue what I'm going to do. I cant even handle the Haydenmiester. So lets pray that my period comes soon ( Read more... )