i cant decide if i want  to be treated like an adult or a little kid. somedays im so terribly grown up. i wash clothes and fold them and divide them into drawers. and somedays i play video games and sit on the step and blow bubbles. this is an odd in between.

im having a tumor removed from my wrist tuesday.

fucks.  i wanted them to ask me if i was ok.

i  hear youre in love, sorry i was asleep when i heard it. 
im glad.

resolution= not accept anything that isnt exactly like my wildest dreams.

i think were gonna make it afterall.

 i feel like Long Road To Ruin

iveclearlymadesomepoorchoices

and im sorry

for the record, thats not to you. were still on track with our plans to take over the world. 
its to everyone who expected me to be perfect

because really 
im a broken mess.

i want to be the secret that you keep from everyone

everyone, but me.

i want to be your idol and their conquest.

thehunterbecomestheprey.

 i sleep even less than i used to. 
my excuse is i cant get used to you.
and the way you toss and
turn and the way the air is to thick

and anyway, the best music videos are on at night

when i think of you, you smell like the sea. 
deep and mysterious. and rolling to me.

youre going to be suprised when you hear what i have done. i hope you will be proud of me ( Read more... )

imissmybestfriend.

im sick of people telling me how to think. and what to feel. I know youre right. but it hurt to hear you say it.

dont worry about the world ending today, its already tommorow in austrailia.

my secret is my ulterior motive.

my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewlery, whichever you prefer