sometimes when i speak to very confident people, i feel very small - like they are talking down to me. i don't like that just because someone sounds confident, they sound like they are always right. 

There is this awful feeling of being stuck. What is worse is the realization that you do not have the motivation to even attempt to move forward. The fact that you are currently unemployed with no foreseeable future in sight consumes your thoughts, yet despite this you are unable to make a move. Is it because you're scared of what is next? Perhaps ( Read more... )

well...it's been a while. i guess i wanted to write because THE SAILOR MOON ANIME IS BEING REMADE. i'm actually so excited. in elementary school, coming home for lunch and watching sailor moon would be the best part of my day. i remember that after lunch we would have recess for 30 minutes or something. I would go back at the end of that recess ( Read more... )

currently in one of my daily "what am i going to do with my life/omg i'm going to fail" crises. AHHHHHHHH.

concerning that i have these multiple times a day? maybe.

my soul hurts.

sometimes, i hate science. but i think that's mostly because of how it makes me feel so stupid all the time. 

Saw a couple of posts on facebook that got me kinda annoyed. And of course when im annoyed I start going on thought rants, much like everyone. So instead of going over embryology im going to ramble ( Read more... )

i never really take new years resolutions seriously, so i don't think i've ever made one that i've been serious about. but i think its good to set goals for yourself no matter what time of the year it is. i think by framing it as new years resolution that is destined to fail eventually, i brush off making them. well, now that it's past the new year ( Read more... )

so.....now that i'm in sharon indefinitely i guess i should start trying to make something of my life and plan my future. but i'm soo lazyy.

either way, i've had a great 2 weeks back. 

it's over. and i feel so lost.

packing

the tension is here 
between who you are and who you could be
between how it is and how it should be