i haven't written in this thing for a long time, but i have a lot on my mind, i guess ( Read more... )

so i absolutely hate my new schedule. here let me bold the parts i hate...and underline and bold the parts i hate even more, with explanations and the works.

1. Elements of Music-Oset(I really and truly do not want to experience the Oset at 7:20am)
2. Physics-Konnie (boo to 2nd hour physics, but i have an awesome class of Mackenzie, Tara, Chris ( Read more... )

tonight was rough. i cried. i hate seeing people cry. it's finally my last marching thing. i thought i'd be happy, but i wasn't. i dont regret my decision, the outcome of tonight just ended up more different than i thought. everything was amazing and i love every single one of you so very much in very different ways.

this whole freaking weekend has been a weekend out of hell. granted i've brought it all on myself, but thats not the freakin point ( Read more... )

i just did the hardest thing ive ever had to do in my life. i never want to do this again.

im so sorry, i love you...

i am so completely drained. thank god it's friday tomorrow and its not another day where it feels like friday and the days of the week play dirty mind games with you. in physiology we are dissecting fetal pigs. i almost cried today because i was not told this was going to happen at the end of the card marking *thank you mr. drobnich* and we have ( Read more... )

so this is how i, a 17 year old girl, gets treated at home. my dad wont let me see jim because i saw him yesterday. YEAH WAY TO BE A GOOD PARENT DAD. ALL YOU ARE DOING IS SITTING ON YOUR ASS WATCHING FOOTBALL, ITS NOT LIKE YOU CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT URSELF RIGHT NOW ANYWAYS!!!

and im done here.

my new years resolution is to do 8 minute abs everyday so i can have abs by spring break even tho im not going anywhere, but most importantly, by senior pictures so i dont look so fat.

i only have one because i'll have enough fun trying to keep one.

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these pills are driving me crazy. being stuck at home is driving me crazy. my family is at the mall, except me. i have an honors english speech to write, but i have no motivation, and i really dont know where to start. thank you though to everyone that came and saw me, even tho im really no fun to be around, and im sorry about that one. but it ( Read more... )