0. Do you cut? Yes, but I'm trying to stop ( Read more... )

Here's a poem I wrote tonight. I like it....

No More

She stared down in awe ( Read more... )

Hooray! Today is my birthday! I'm now 19 years old. w00t! That makes me happy. I also got my lip pierced today. I love it. It's got a bigger ring on it now, cuz it was sposed to swell bad and shit. But it still looks good. It hurt SO BAD! Omg. But I lived. And now it doesn't hurt. Yay ( Read more... )

I GOT MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!


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I'm sick of everything...everyone. I'm sick of being depressed. I'm sick of wanting to hurt myself........and not being able to. I'm sick of feeling like no one gives a shit. I'm sick of arguing. I'm just sick of it all.

I wanna just go away.

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So I have 4 days left until everything must be out of my apartment. Oy. It's all so crazy and scary and exciting and all that fun stuff all in one. Then I'm OFFICIALLY living at Mason's...although I pretty much do anyway. And then there's only 2 more weeks until we leave. For good. Wow, that's crazy ( Read more... )

Me and my wife have a MySpace now! Yay!

WENDEE AND I'S MYSPACE!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!

Do you ever get the strongest urge to write, but have no idea what to write about?I seem to be having that problem right now. There are so many things on my mind, yet I can't think of a god damn thing to write about. It's pissing me off. I'm scared, I'm disappointed, I'm worried, I'm sick, I'm unhappy, I'm lonely, I'm in pain (physically and ( Read more... )

How is it that you can enjoy something so much, yet it makes you feel like shit afterwards? I don't get it. I wish things didn't work out that way... I wish I could just do something, and not have it come back to bite me in the ass.

I wish I didn't feel so guilty............

First off I wanna wish everyone a Happy New Years ( Read more... )