The baby doesn't deserve to be put through this. He gets hurt by it all.....that's what upsets me the most. He didn't do anything wrong. It's not right.

It's getting bad again....it's stressful on me, him, and the baby.

I don't wanna do this all again.

It's a Boy!!!!

For some reason I love this song right now. The lyrics mean so much....

( Seize The Day )

It's been a while since I've written anything. Lotsa stuff is happening. I finally got back home....I had my first ever plane ride on July 13th! Mason picked me up in Seattle. OMG it was fucking awesome! I'm now 4 months and 5 days pregnant!!!! It's incredibly exciting. I'm definitely showing....and I can't fit into half my clothes anymore. Haha. I ( Read more... )

It's been two days since I've seen Mason, and I'm already going crazy. I can't do this being away for so long thing. I think I'm going to go back around his birthday. I'm still in WA too....in Vancouver. I finally talked to Mason today. God I miss him so much. I can't wait to see him again. I also can't wait to get my tummy...hehe. Or to get ( Read more... )

Well, for starters....I'm pregnant. I can't believe it. I mean, I wanted it so bad, and I'm so happy....but it's so damn surreal. I just sit there looking at the positive test as if I'm in a dream. I took a test at home last night, and I'm going to a doctor this morning to take a test, just to be sure. That would make me 7 weeks pregnant....since ( Read more... )

Ville Valo - IkkunaprinsessaNaisiin ei voi pieni poikanen luottaa ( Read more... )

So....I just got a new job and I was told I had to take my lip ring out to work. So, I figured I'd just take it out and put it back in when I got home. So, I took it out tonight to get a feel for taking it out and putting it in ( Read more... )

So, it's almost 5:00 in the morning, and I STILL can't sleep. It's like I'm tired, but at the same time, I'm not. It sucks ass. So instead of laying in bed, trying to sleep and not succeeding, here I am. Dicking around on MySpace, updating my LJ.....AND working on learning a song by Ville Valo that's in Finnish. Yes, you heard me, FINNISH. I wanna ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while....mostly because I haven't had the internet. But now I do, and now I'll write. We're moved....finally. Still looking for jobs. Well, not really. We SHOULD be out everyday turning in applications and shit, but here we are, sitting on the computers, being lazy as fuck, not doing a damn thing. And I would go turn in my ( Read more... )