Another show last night. I had a lot of fun. Nick has a way of making you forget all your troubles when he's on stage, so by the time the show was over I had not a care in the world. We went out for ice cream afterwards because I was craving it and yes I am a moron because it was freezing out but I ate it anyway. Went back to the hotel and I fell ( Read more... )

It started out innocently enough. We went back to the hotel after Nick's show and ordered some take-out and when I got tired I went next door to my room. Usually this would end with sleep, but not in this twisted tale of darkness, my dears ( Read more... )

I finally saw Kevin perform in Chicago on Monday. He has his own version of what happened, but in my own defense I'd just like to say that I wasn't screaming that loud during the final curtain call. We hung out a little before it was time for him to leave for the theater. He was guzzling his tea like there was no tomorrow. I'm still convinced he ( Read more... )

Touched by an Angel aired last night, which was very exciting. It was the first time I'd seen the whole show edited and cut together like it was. I suppose I'm happy with how I did. You can always find room for improvement, and I won't be winning an Academy Award any time soon for my performance ( Read more... )

When I was first auditioning to become a member of the KBNHA label, Brian was the first to reach out to me, besides Kevin of course. AJ, as always, was wary about who this new chick was invading his territory; Howie would say hi to me, but that would be the end of it; and Nick was drooling over Brian too much to give a damn about what was going on ( Read more... )

Valentine's day isn't just about sexual love. I've always celebrated it with friends and family. My parents always bought some kind of small gift for me and gave it to me in the morning before I went to school that day just to remind me how much they care. My friends and I bought candy and ate it all during lunch until our stomachs hurt and all we ( Read more... )

Nick came over we sniffed things and stuff happened and had there been more people we could have had a trippy orgy and it could have been good but it was just him and me and we sniffed like we had runny noses and did naughty things boy is my neck sore now.

Anditwasatoepoppinggoodtime!

Downward spirals where you know the ending but can't stop it. I depise them and yet I seem to get caught in them time after time. Control is something that I crave and it's forever denied to me.

Control is one of the reasons I enjoy BDSM.I just saw that Kevin wrote that. He must have rubbed off on me more than I knew. As exciting as a little pain ( Read more... )

I killed my good updating streak. How sad. I'll have to fix that now because someone bought me a paid account and I'll feel bad if I don't update often enough. Plus they threatened me, the bastard ( Read more... )

Last night I stopped by Nick and Brian's place. I'd called Brian first to make sure they weren't doing anything sinful that might permenantly blind me or soil my mind. I had to wait a couple hours before I could drop by but eventually they got out of each other's pants so I could go over. Nick didn't know I was coming so when I knocked on the door ( Read more... )