fuck

[krystaldeep6]

i can't believe how bad i fucked up. all because of some fucking alcohol. i am so fucking pissed at myself it's unreal. i wish i could just snap my fingers and take it all back, but i can't. i have to live with the fact that i fucked up the best relationship i have ever had, and most likely ever will. fuck!!! i hurt her so fucking bad. emotionally

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Good to see you post again

[rei_kun]

although it's under less than pleasant reasons. Maybe this is one of those "time heals all wounds" type of things. Hang in there *hugs*

Ja

Rei

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[krystaldeep6]

thanks man. everyone keeps saying that. i hope.

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[rei_kun]

I was in Houston Last week. Sorry I missed you but I'll be back for Oni-con.. We'll definitely have to hang out and stuff.

Ja

Rei

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[krystaldeep6]

i was most likely working and shit

[iwritebecause]

i know exactly how you feel.
it gets harder and harder each time you have to see that person walk away.
but it gets better.... i think.
i sure do hope so. cause im going through the same shit. and it sucks.
hang in there.
cheers.

[krystaldeep6]

i hope. she keeps saying, if you feel like we are going to be together in the long run, why are you freaking out?!?!?
idk, it's stressful