I got to watch Makenzie last night. It was kool. I watched her all day. I went to the mall but later on when I try to go to sleep I had like 15 asmia attacks. I got something wrong with me and I need to get sujery and My doctor said it was going to start bothing me when I turned 18 and figures 2 weeks before I turn 18 I get It. I really think she ( Read more... )

Well Alive was so much fun even though it was alot of work. I finally got done work on friday at 12:30am and found out I was doing security duty from 3am to 7 am. so I stayed up. The only good thing about staying up that late was the fact I got to meet 4 new people and got to talk to them. I like one of the guys and he is 20. what sucks is I wont ( Read more... )

Well today I woke up early and went to church. I had to give my testimony in front of the church. I was so nervus intill I got up there. Then it was pretty easy. Greg helped me calm down alittle. Then after church they had a Pot Providence thingy. We had food and things like that. It was fun for the most part. Then I went home and then went to a ( Read more... )

Today is so boring. I have an interview at chick-fil-a tomarrow. I think im getting my job back. This sucks, I need to find a new love since mine found someone else. I hate the fact you found someone, i mean I want you to be happy but i didnt want it to be this way. I guess I understand know how you feel towards me and I just need to figure out ( Read more... )

Back to these same old feelings again, cant escape this pain. I wish i could be happy again, and stay like that. Yesterday was bad and it all started with seeing Lauren T... ERR. Then after the meeting I was just trying to be nice to someone and all the leaders put me on the spot making me feel stupid and all. That hurt so bad. so I really think im ( Read more... )

I had so much fun at the leaders meeting today. Thank you Steve and Jeremy for helping me out and giving me advise. Still don't know what I want to do yet. I guess I will just pray about it and hopefully God can give me an answer. I am kinda mad because I was supose to babysit tonight but I couldn't. :( I miss Makenzie already. Well not much to say ( Read more... )

I am more confused then i've ever been. I hate it! I don't know if I should stop going to Campus Life or not. I really love Campus Life and it's my life and I love everyone (except a few) that go there. I don't know when I'm there I am sometimes so overwhelmed with feelings, I don't know what to do. I really, really, really, don't want to stop ( Read more... )

White Flag ( Read more... )

This is a poem to explain my heart within. I know its weird but I can't describe real love ( Read more... )

I got a question for everyone....
What is your fav. Campus Life game?
I need some ideas for things.
Oh and heres another one....
What r something to do to get over someone?
Also yesterday I made a big commitment
I made a commitment of purity....
I feel this is something I really should do.
Well I hope someone writes back
:)