I know this will forward and post to facebook, so those of you who have talked to me recently can disregard the note since this is mostly to update my live-journal and generally chronicle my life ( Read more... )

I can't get on facebook because this place's internet doesn't allow social networking sites. So far the surgery is going fine according to the hourly updates. My mom just told me that the CT scan from this morning showed it was in a worse place than they thought, so they're going to put fluid in there to make more space. I'm a little nervous ( Read more... )

I have to say that the last week or two weeks of my life have been good. This is a great change of pace: nothing serious to complain about past being broke for the moment, and having nothing to stress out about besides the future. I enjoyed hanging out with my family, I actually had more fun than I remember having (with the extended part). I ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! This is honestly my most frustrating semester to register for after 9 semesters of classes! First of all, there's only one class at one time I'm able to take to finish my minor...what happened to the other two I was debating between? Who knows?! And of course, it's in the middle of the day on Tuesdays and Thursdays, which ( Read more... )

I'm FRUSTRATED! Apparently more than I realized since I currently have insomnia and am crying. Great...right before a test too. I'm tired of being in pain. I sprained my ankle two and a half weeks ago, and had to walk weird to avoid pain. I got sick a week later, where I had to miss school. I had a fever and a cough. The cough is gone now, ( Read more... )

apparently I'm more disturbed by this than I thought, since it floated through my head all night. Someone said goodbye to me right before they tried to kill themself (I know this isn't grammatically correct, but I'm not naming genders here). I was the one to open the door and see it, and I called for more help because I couldn't stop it myself. ( Read more... )

I decided to write the engagement story here so that I don't have to tell it a million times and can point people here at times ( Read more... )

I've gotten a summer job...the type of job that I dreamed of a few weeks before. It's been hard learning something so new that deals directly with others...it requires me to think fast, get my facts down, challenge my perfectionism, and learn to turn to God when I'm scared or nervous. This job definitely gets me nervous...probably because of it's ( Read more... )

It's weird going to your little sibling's graduation. I say that only because it reminded me of my own. I was a different person then...insecure, trying to get approval from others, and other things. It's also weird to think that there are people who were my friends that I saw everyday at school (or less depending on when I met them) that I ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird place right now, I think. I can do anything and at the same time I can't. I want to enjoy today (and everyday) but today seems empty and meaningless. In response to that, I want to look to my future, but I feel that it's uncertain and will have the same feeling as now. For the last few months I've been trying to figure out what ( Read more... )