I'm on the eve of a new beginning. I'm 24 years old and my new job that I start tomorrow, I'm excited about it even, is going to be at a grocery store. I've always been a thinker.. Usually I'm thinking about my future...instead of doing things to make my future. I know my problem and I know the solution. But It's hard to stop dreaming and to start ( Read more... )

I just can't stop thinking about how disappointed I am with how my life has turned out so far. This is definitely not where I imagined myself 6 years ago. I was happy then, my whole life was ahead of me. Present me, however, is thoroughly unhappy and discontented, thus my whole life is behind me (according to that logic anyway). Well, I'm still ( Read more... )

Bored to the point of depression, depressed to the point of boredom. Bleh. Once an emo-kid, always an emo-kid.

None of this is what I planned to write or post. Nonetheless, it's what seemed to fit the best.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vs0iOcvndi0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM7-PYtXtJM&ob=av2e

Why does everything in life have to have a label on it when it comes to people ( Read more... )

I can't believe after 10 years I'm still dealing with the same internal issues. On lighter notes here is a list of things that make me happy, through this I do hope to improve my mood and state of mind ( Read more... )

Nine tabs open and ready for homeworking on my google chrome browser...and yet there is not a stitch of motivation. What's the deal with that? I have one class. I'm pretty sure it's just time for me to accept that I'm one lazy piece...Depressing, but the end to all lost/losing battles. Good day.

I really have no desire right now to study for my children's literature class...don't want to. I would rather clean my room at the moment instead. Not because I really want to, but just because I would prefer it over reading classic fairytales. And it's not like I hate classic FTs, I just don't feel like reading any at the moment. Spring break ( Read more... )

So, today is that day. The day you woke up decided you were going to be motivated. But after your coffee and donut you realize literally nothing has changed and never does really change. We may add new characteristics to our person over the years, but at the root we are always going to be the same figure. We still stand for the same things, whether ( Read more... )

Still having trouble with the bigger picture...