So yeah all though i just got a job not long ago but i need a better job, like soon cuz i can't deal with the pay. Which will get me on a long rant about how i hate the fact that the world is run on money so in turn you need money to live, but thats another story for another time. So now i'm looking for a 9 to 5 type office job or well i hope to ( Read more... )

So i have a new job now yea for me ( Read more... )

Well last night was fun, minus a small part when i was an asshole but we all had that moment at least once last night lol ( Read more... )

So yeah that hole that I asked everyone to help me out of well ( Read more... )

I now feel alone no matter who i'm with, I want to be able to remember and understand what happened last night but i don't think it will ever happen ( Read more... )

I'm such an asshole ( Read more... )

Does he even know that i care,
or even know that i would have been thare.

Things just never stop to pop in my head,
Of all the things I should have said.

You should be here,
And not up there.

But I just really hope you know that we all really cared.

I love you!

Ok I steped outside to get some fresh air, and realized that it's just late and my head tends to over think things in the worst way when it's late hance all the brack down type updates so i'm sorry for the past few updates ( Read more... )

The day is the same, my spark is there behind my right ear, I just can't seem to reach it ( Read more... )