High school has been over for over a month now. It is very surreal. I am so freaking excited to go to college. It is a new chapter in my life and every time I think about it, I get butterflies. It has been almost 10 months with Garrett now, but it seems like way longer. I have never felt this connected with anybody and I did not know anyone like ( Read more... )

9 more days of high school!! wow, it went by so fast!

I love Garrett. Prom was mucho fun!

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Life is seriously weird and can change you so fast. I love Garrett. Seriously, what the hell was I thinking this past summer; I'm retarded. But, sometimes I feel bad. Life is so short, and I don't want to be the cause of regret or sadness. But, life has a funny way of sorting things out, and I am seriously in love now.

Well, i officially experienced my last first day of school (high school, that is). Although we didn't do much in any of my classes, the day seemed increasingly longer than it usually has been. Dress code is different, but I would be complaining a lot more if I was not a senior. My classes will be tough, but I know I can get through them without my ( Read more... )

So, I am pretty much alright. Just focusing on other stuff. Me and him are still friends and he is a good friend of mine. Just going to chill and stuff. I'm pretty content. Those last few posts were just a hard time in my life, but now, its all good! =]

I am a little bit better..

I hate you at specific moments, then I don't. How can I hate you? The past year and a half has been amazing. But I sometimes think that I did more for you than you did for me. You gave me the confidence that I needed and it helped. But now I think that my confidence has gone straight down and back to 0. I am now ugly, in every way. I would rather ( Read more... )

Well, this is the saddest I have ever been. I'm glad it's easy for him (sarcasm). No one is going to come my way anytime soon. Why does he think that? Well, if he doesn't see a future with me, then I'll have to go my own way. But, it isn't easy.

and i actually love writing in this because no one reads it!!

a year and a half is a long time. i dont understand how all that doesnt mean anything.

I really dont know what to do. I have never felt like this. I need help/advice, and I dont know who to go to. It is the first time in my life that I have not known what to do. oh my god!!!