It seems as if I do - working out the rust, learning how to write again - but... over here now: http://kseafluxbtm.wordpress.com/

5.23

The light from the single candle shines down on these words as I sit up against the pillows, buried under my collection of comforters - Mr. Sharp-as-a-Marble here finally thought of moving the small wall sconce to the ‘bedroom’ of Dancer, instead of leaving it up in to front area where it complimented the decoration & look of my home. Much ( Read more... )

 [just a glancing thought, if it could even be called a thought at all. A feeling, a barely noticeable pause in the routine. Easily brushed underneath with all the others that have gathered there. A break in whatever was happening for that fraction of time last September when the day had passed and the phone had still not rung, that one email that ( Read more... )

since Blogger has a linky-thing to the magazine, and eventually I'll be hitting the road again and having the travels on the magazine site...

http://kseaflux.blogspot.com/

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sitting in the motor home, running the engine to charge the computer, and hoping to not run out of fuel again. No money for more this time, again.

Cold as fuck there, taking refuge during the days in a cafe or the library.

Exhausted - but... somehow, it's worth it. Everything that comes with this thing I've been doing...

the new Big Top Magazine site ( Read more... )

RV Chronicles 1/29/09 ( Read more... )

Recently got a great deal on an RV which I now call home, somewhat. Still want to upgrade, but I got this uber cheap because it apparently 'didn't run'. Spent literally five minutes with it, a few squirts of starter fluid and a bit of gas, and drove it off the lot.

A home. Mine. Shelter. Cold as fuck, but... it's better than I've had for far too ( Read more... )

just getting shit out here before I let it go everywhere else. things are not good, not good at all - but I'm fighting like hell to make them better...

until the last drop...

fuggin' hell, never thought I would loose so much in others voices to need to fight so hard to work back to my own words. I have never sacrificed so much ( Read more... )