there are about a million other things i should be doing right now, but i really needed to just sit down and relax. im moving as fast as the world right now, and everything is going by so quickly i feel like im missing out on so much. i just want to sit down and read a book, and write a million essays and stories on what i want, not on what my ( Read more... )

so i like this new livejournal setting, you can do a quick edit. i like it ( Read more... )

songs like stay or leave by dave matthews makes me want to stay inside with wes and drink hot chocolate and sit by his fire place. so do days like today. its chilly. im completely tired. id love to stay inside all day tomorrow with wes and just relax in comfy sweatshirts and sweatpants ( Read more... )

i dont really know why i am updating. i should be getting ready for work but its okay ( Read more... )

today was one of those days i felt like none of my friends liked me. its ok im sure everyone has those days ( Read more... )

hello abandon journal. oye ( Read more... )

last night i went to the mall with kris and sam. we got 95% of our halloween costumes. were being daisy dukes. fuunfuun. wes came over at like 11 after the game and yeah. then this am was terribleee. got up at 8 when to work to decorate my cake, no one was there so i didnt go. then i went with my dad to get his paycheck. stopped at cingular for a ( Read more... )

my last update was pretty weird. it was from friday night when i got grounded. its seems deep and emotional but its not. i just wanted to see wes because i was upset but he was at football and even when he was done i still couldnt see him. pathetic i know ( Read more... )

ive never felt like ive needed you this much.
and when i need you this much i cant have you.

why

whats this? 3 entries? haha ( Read more... )