I've been feeling so nostalgic lately. I'm not really sure why.

I've been reminded of various things so much lately, some of which has been awesome memories. But I can't really figure out why I feel this way. Maybe it's because I've been thinking a lot, I've been by myself in a way...

or because I've been hanging out with my best friends a lot, man ( Read more... )

I guess I had been wanting to take a look back on my 2004, kind of like I did last year for 2003. But, I just don't really feel like it. For several reasons, part of me feels 2004 was not worth remembering, but the other part of me feels like it was the best year ever. If you know me that shouldn't be worth explaining. But I have to admit up until ( Read more... )

How do you get that lonely?
How do you hurt that bad?
To make you make the call that having no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely, and nobody know?

I miss you.
Always.

When I first signed up for the class I didn't know what to expect. It sounded interesting, but at them same time I couldn't believe I was doing something that was kind of morbid in my eyes. But for some reason it interested me. Then this summer happened. I lost some friends. And it was hard. We all know that. And I was afraid that if I took that ( Read more... )

What happens when you want something bad enough but the power to get it is not vested in you? It's someone else's decision. What happens then ( Read more... )

I let them know. Finally.
Please don't walk away now. Help me. Help me be strong.
Help me fight. Help me smile. Help me laugh. Hold my hand. Please don't let go.
The pain from the past will no longer control the future.She told me that it's hard ( Read more... )

I have to complain about the ridiculous registration system at Hood for freshman. First of all, being freshman we have to wait until the other classes register. Ok, that's understandable and I'm fine with that. Registration starts at 8am on a Thursday. How many people have classes on Thursday? Probably everyone. Can you register online? No, because ( Read more... )

i know what i want to say. but i can't find the words to say it. ive been treating you so badly. i'm so sorry. but i need you. so much. please don't give up on me now. it may not seem like it. i get angry because i don't have time. always deadlines. always tired. where's the fun in it all? there isn't any. so young, but so angry. what do you do ( Read more... )

remember the time we were on the slopes? you sang the song cause we were cold? remember the time you made me laugh? i choked on my soda but you kept laughing. remember you kept going off the side of the mountain? we always laugh. at your jokes. you never let us down or hurt us. remember we got kicked out of class our freshman year? always fun. in ( Read more... )

I'm tired and I've felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old...Have you ever felt the need to be on your own? To get away from everything that is your life and start over. Have you ever felt so trapped that you just want to scream and you don't know why? But it's not anyone's fault but your own restriction. Have ( Read more... )