Connor is like THE cutest, ever. :slaps myself:

Okay, so I guess I'm starting to like him, like him, however I refuse to be like clingy and like emotionally charged towards him. He doesn't need that right now. I think I'm just going to get to know him really well, and then see what he thinks of me ( Read more... )

I've been sleeping like crazy. Devon suggested I was depressed, and I just laughed at him.

The other nite I talked to Connor for a while. He's so cute. :D I like him. He's such a nice guy. But..I don't know just yet if I like him, like him. It'd be nice if he liked me, liked meI wonder what Matt's up to. I miss him ( Read more... )

I'm getting really sick of being alone. I'm getting sick of all the guys I like having girlfriends, or all of the guys I like-my friends like them too.I'm getting really sick of not having anyone I can talk to. I'm getting sick of noone trying to get to know me.

How come NOONE ever tells me ANYTHING?! Am I supposed to be a true blonde and be totally oblivious to everything around me. Well apparently I have been so far. So what's stopping me now? God ( Read more... )

I want to be friends with Matt and Wiley. I've been talking to Matty on the phone, about my problems and how to deal with them ( Read more... )

Last nite Amanda came over to visit with Dev. When I went downstairs they were watching, "Dazed and Confused", a movie with Wiley in it. I went upstairs and just bawled. I cried so much that my tear ducts dried out. I just missed him so much. Then I started missing Matt, then I started missing Erin, my best friend and Matt's now, girlfriend. Then I ( Read more... )

Well, well. I made it to Devon's just fine. We spent all day unpacking and settling me in. Then we went out for a nite on the town afterwards.

I just realized, I failed to mention my coffee date with Justin Long. :dies: He's so sweet and nice, and adorable. If he'd ever get online, I'd love to talk to him more. :D ( Read more... )

Sorry I haven't been around lately *especially sorry to Justin). I've been working on getting my house sold, and all that jazz. I'm moving in with Devon for a while.

And I'm off. I'll be in LA in around 4 hours. I'm going to go see my mom first, and call Dev from there. So, Dev if you see this before I call you...you know what's up. <3 Muah. ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who has been there for me, who have helped me, and held me when I was upset. You're all so wonderful, and I wish you all the best of luck ( Read more... )

I've just been packing and what not. I went to my grandma's funeral the other day. That was...I don't know, surreal mostly. I felt queezy being there.

I called Matt to go with me, but apparently he was out of town with Erin. Matt, when you come home, call me I want to talk to you.

I'm watching, "Pay It Forward" so I'm gonna get back to that.

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