HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!I talked to Jesse the other day about Matt, and my feelings about Matt. See, I hate New York. I want to move home with my mom and my little sister. She looks up to me, and she needs me right now. After daddy's *sudden* death, and all.I wanted to fly out there with Matt to look at a home nearby my mum, but Jesse said, something ( Read more... )

I'm feeling emense amounts of pain right now. I hate life, at this moment ( Read more... )

I hate pain. Only one good thing has come of me moving to NY, Matt. I can't call him, he's with Jesse and right now that would be too hard for me. I'm calling my mom. I want to sell my house.

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Today has been super fun! I went and picked Matt up after school. We went to my schools JV baseball game. My school won:D Yes! Then I was taking Matt home, and we were sitting outside of his house, he grabbed my hand and started to sing "Hooked On You", and then asked me out. OF COURSE I SAID YES! :D It made me want to cry! I was so excited.:D

Hey! I'm in such a great mood. I just got out of the shower, Matt just got in. Yes, he's spending the night. We just had our first kiss. We were playing with Noodles, the dog and it just sort of happened. Our heads landed in the perfect position. He's a good kisser. :is in heaven: Heh. We spent all day together. I picked him up around 11 this ( Read more... )

-Okay, I really like this kid. I think I played it cool ( Read more... )

I'm in a much better mood, now. Thanks to Erin, and Jensen. We've been talkin'.

And now for my new crush update...*dun dun dun*

Matt Ballinger. The kid from Dream Street. He's adorable.:D

Well, haven't updated in a while. Due to the stress of everyday life. Due to the filming process, readings, etc. I just got done crying. I went and bawled to Jesse. He has somehow become almost like my best friend. I don't mean to yabber about my problems but it seems like I'm going to have to, I need to squeeze and update out ( Read more... )

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I'm really upset for Jesse. I haven't really talked to him today. :*(. I talked to one of Erin's friends today. She says that Jesse hasn't come to grips with what may happen to Erin. I hope she's okay for his sake, and hers. I don't want my little brother to hurt. Tomarrow morning I think I'm going to go see her ( Read more... )