to fall asleep to have become expected and the norm ( Read more... )

the liquid numbssss it allll like .... like...
naddda

this, this is forever.
hushed anger is worse than outright overwhelming shouting.

my lows are your highs and your highs are my lows.
just in case you didn't already know.

eat my shit for once? wont someone just swallow some of my feces? whats wrong with that? where sthe problem there... i see nothing wrong with it. ojmg my life is so hard. omg omgomg. hehehehhee ( Read more... )

i wish i had known then what i know now.
what is it that drives people over the edge that they jump off the edge of the bridge?
always keep the future in mind.
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem..

everything would have gotten better.

changes need to happen and fast.
for me.

fuuuuuck youuu

tingling feelings turned to consistent nothing. & i got real. 530 morning to midnight type of days.

then you let yourself finally, maybe rest. eyes closed, door shut, mind switched: off.

where has my life gone....