it all comes in waves. one crashing over the next only to drag you down and under ( Read more... )

2009, rise and shine.
da most beautifulll year is coming!

"We are wrapped up in layers of ego including our own individual egos, the egos of our national identities, and so on. To the extent that we let go of ego, the conflicts that surround us can be alleviated. Then a profound sense of loving compassion for others will well up within us."

and in due time we'll be out of our minds, talking shit, making unnecessary phone calls to people we haven't talked to in months, no, i meant to say years... not in damn years, but. say:"i would love to catch up, yes he is ok, out of this country but ok ( Read more... )

tomorrow will be a good day.

the time is right. around the corner... 10 minutes away .... vs. days away.

you fit in somewhere...
but you don't fit in there.
with a sigh and a shrug..
it's your time to go.
so keep going, you poor lamb.
you'll be fineee
detox.
de-cide, to lose your losing life.

keep passing along, without a glance, dazing away-
off this fucking map completely.
one is the "feel good" & the other, the "chore"
creeping my way through this phase.
i dont even know where i am .

And oh, how she prays to find a man to blame
For every loveless night she waits
And for every gun that she frowned upon
But still some fucker made
And then for the kid beneath the balcony
Behind the garbage can
Who waits for the king to come
And hold his sweating hand

the end all to your know it all. the feeling of being pushed so far away you become completely numb and too speechless to even say "okay" or "i know" - because, in the end i've been proven that i know absolutely nothing. oblivious to the most obvious of obvious things. truths. those honest moments we wish were lies- we pretend never happened. the ( Read more... )