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It's two weeks before the anniversary of Wes' death. I am holding out better than I have anticipated. Last month around this time I really fell off the edge. I was really close to total non-functionality. The past week I have evened out somewhat. My current feeling is not that of depression but of befuddlement and confusion. My brain still is not ( Read more... )

My partner died in April 2005 and since then I have been just kinda floating. I have not been able to really talk about it with anyone so I went to a therapist and she told me to talk to people about it. But I told her that's the problem I can't seem to talk about it and she said "Why do you think that?". Heck, if I knew why, I wouldn't be paying ( Read more... )

I miss Wes. Grieving is more complex and soul-crushing than I had anticipated. Everything has become hollow, even me. I read the autopsy today. I was happy to have something about Wes. It's the closest I can get to him now. But I am still sad. I am told that it will pass, but I wonder if I will always be a little empty. I know I will always be a ( Read more... )

Arrrgh!!! Just got the news Hawaii has been cancelled (okay, it's been put on hiatus...but come on!). I liked Hawaii. I liked the background shots. I was even liking the goofy characters...it even had a police woman that beat the crap out of the perps better than the menfolk. I think I will start a memorial section on the episode guide for shows ( Read more... )

Okay, I was googling "uber xena" just to see what was out there, and I found some live journal from some woman that uses the handle "uber_xena"...I posted something on her livejournal, then clicked on MY FACE. Then I clicked on one of my friend's faces (hi Cynthia!) and posted there. And then I thought, geez, I am posting other places, perhaps I ( Read more... )

When Davis-Panzer asked me to consult on the 3rd season DVD set, I explained to them that they had to pack the set with extras just to make up for the weaknesses of the previous two sets. Having something for each episode was, for me, the minimum they had to do in order to even start getting back into the fans' good graces. And they delivered by ( Read more... )