This is Sarasin....we are fucking engaged like two bitches who need to have sex!

I;m engaged to Sarasin... we just ate lots of fries!!!!! Lots lots fries.......We just hd long islands.... but they were weak.... Walls Balls And Toties!!!!!! Kepp looking or updates on our engagement party!!!!!

So the cubs game was great. Marlon was great. The night was great!!!! I had so much fun and the cubs won and it made me super happy!! Marlon was super cute and he wore my Cubs shirt and cheered for them with me. I have enjoyed my time off. I am excited because I am going to see a show with marlon tomorrow night which should be nice. He has to ( Read more... )

So things have been going well in New York. I got into the New York marathon and I am pumped!! I have been training hard for that. Trying to get my body in-shape and ready for the 26 miles. I am soooo excited though. It's the first real thing I have done in New York. The weather makes me not want to run somedays but I have been forcing myself. I ( Read more... )

So I went to the mets game with an old friend Sunday and met his friends. It was so good spending time with someone that knows me really well. It just was a relaxing, fun time. It of course turned into good old Lawrence drinking in no time but it was tons of fun!! Oh sigh, seeing all these old lawrence people though has been really interesting, and ( Read more... )

So I am happy to report the cycle of doom is over... or I should say that cycle with that person is over. I had a great visit with a friend this weekend. It was great to see him and realize that the feelings weren't there anymore and that was good! It was nice to finally see him and really see him and not try to make him out to be someone he isn't ( Read more... )

So I am back in New York. Jamaica was definitely a long week. It was great to get away form the city for awhile and think about things. It was also great being able to spend time with Bianca for so long. The weather was also amazing!!!The hours were really long though and it was exhausting hours. I thought the time away was a plus. I have managed ( Read more... )

So things are going much better than last week. I met two other nannies that are really nice and should be great getting to know more. If we don't hang out outside of work it will still be nice to have someone to pass those long 10 hours with.~ I really enjoyed the weather today. All though it was a bit cold I found myself slowing down and ( Read more... )

So the weather has been amazing in New York. I love it. I love Spring. It's def my favorite season. The trees look so nice out here too and central park is amazing and people are out and wandering around and it's just great. I went shopping today and bought some Spring/ Jamaica things. Ahhhh I can't believe I will be in Jamaica in two weeks. I can ( Read more... )

So I have come to some conclusions about myself and my life. Some that I like, and some that I really don't. My time in New York has given me the opportunity to reflect on who I am, and what I am doing with my life. I guess I realized lately that I don't really know who I am. I keep holding on to the Kate that I was in college and not letting ( Read more... )