so i gave someone a shot yesterdat. insulin, in the arm. i was kinda nervous. there is so much paperwork this semester, ugh. i have no life for real this time. if im not writing, im reading, if im not reading im crying, if im not crying them im sleeping and if im not sleeping then im at school or clinicals. 12 hr clinical days suck, just fyi. we ( Read more... )

so my trip to atown is almost over yay! last nite was fun. me and jared went to eriks new pad and ate pork chops and german potato salad (sooo good!) with danny. and drank lotsa jim beam. jb is good shtuff. then jared and i left to go to julias and scoop her and erin to go downtown. 8$ for a double vodka and water. wtf? ricockulous i say! but then ( Read more... )

i dont know why i come back here and think itll be fun. i hate austin. id rather be cuddling with my lova. i miss him. i dont know how my mother does it: being away from my dad for 2 weeks. i can hardly stand 2 days, but i am super dramatico. speaking of my mother... geez. she drives me crazy. since im in nursing school she always tries to out ( Read more... )

im trapped.
im trapped.
im trapped.
fuck!

im still sick. this has been over a week now. rather annoying, i must say ( Read more... )

Q1) When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in then start the water ( Read more... )

ugh... im so bored and agitated. i hate austin. for some ridiculous reason i thought it would be fun to be here for spring break... ya, sadly mistaken. no one wants to do what I wanna do tonite. ha. how selfish did that sound. my mother is driving me nuts. up the wall. yick. im so bored i cant even think of stuff to write. all i wanna do is smoke ( Read more... )

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The Five Love Languages
My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results
Physical Touch: 9Quality Time: 7Words of Affirmation: 7Receiving Gifts: 4Acts of Service: 3

Information
Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we ( Read more... )

i'm falling through the ice
it was so thin
i'm drowning and it's my fault

how is anyone still standing?

i want to disappear
i want to be left alone
i'm not me anymore
i'm this other person
whom i don't even want to know

i used to be beautiful

fuck

confidence
happiness
safety
security
humour
life=
gonegonegone

i hate everyone