i hate when i can't sleep in. i just wake up at like 9 am or 10am. but o well. im watchin south park. lol funny stuff.

o wow. softball camp sucked. i was playing like SHIT the whole f-ing time. i don't even know why i try anymore. my batting sucks....my fielding is HORRIBLE! i felt like crap the whole time. it was so bad. i had to room with my sister and she was soooooo annoying the whole time. her friends kept just walking in our room and bugging me. i was ( Read more... )

i think life is too short. up north, i almost got hit by a car. my life could have ended right there. i wouldn't have had the chance to see myself go to college, have a family.... it was really scary. i cried so much after that. i dont want to become really really really caution but im going to check where i step from now on ( Read more... )

it was really nice out today. i was really happy. so my mom, sister and i went to the beach. the water was kinda cold. i got a bit of a tan though so cold water was worth it. :) anywho, im watching "big fish" which is a cool movie. i go to softball camp tommrow. YAY summer's looking up! see ya

i hate when u have that feeling like nothings going right. i really feel like no one out there is there for me. it really really sucks.

well, i watched about 5 movies last night with the family. spending family time together is important i guess. suprizingly, i am almost done with a 700 page book. that is really weird for me. i never read. i mean NEVER. i guess the boredness is really gettin to me. i slept in until about 10 am today. i have no one in my neightborhood to spend time ( Read more... )

well, its a blah day with blah weather and blah events. i have to go to my sister's best friends house to teach music for community service hours. i also have to patch the wall in my room before we paint it. blah blah blah!

i finally found out how to use mood and music so here it is!

well, back from up north. it was kinda crazy. cold and rainy the whole time so no tan from me :( my mom was bummed too. my sister, omg she wanted to swim the whole time and the water was ice cold! shes like "its warm...!"no way. i saw harry potter though. sry to everyone who thinks ron is cute but dear lord he is not good looking. hes really whinny ( Read more... )

After messing around with the colors on this thing i forgot im going up north with the family for 3 days. jolly good fun. its this little shack in the middle of nowhere all alone with my family of five. yay! might get a tan or something. so i wont be writing for a few days. not like anyones reading this. ha. hope i have fun!