I get the strangest urges to write in this journal. I wish I would more, this is what I always say ( Read more... )

I should really learn not to be so naive.
Wishful thinking only gets you so far.

How the fuck is it May already? It's ridiculous how fast time goes. And I hear it just gets faster. Great ( Read more... )

just a false alarm.
being overdramatic.
i am retarded.

something is amuck right now, but i can't quite put my finger on it. and it's really getting to me. and that's unacceptable.
today was a really weird day. and not a good weird.
i don't know what's going to happen, but i know something has to change.

36 credits.
Three semesters.
A year and a half.
'Til I graduate?
What?I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and even though it's incredible I'm still weary. And once I do finally possess a degree, I feel like I'm not going to get a job right away. Because I mean really, I'm majoring in English. I doubt there are jobs readily available. And ( Read more... )

Well, I just read my last entry, and quite a few things changed. I applied to Wayne State and got in and had pretty decent grades this last semester. I no longer feel lost and retarded about what I'm doing with my life, so that's kinda sweet. I have no qualms about having 2+ years left of school because honestly, these years have been the best ( Read more... )

Summer is almost here. I've never needed it more. I hope I pass all my classes. The effort really isn't there, but I'm still truckin' along. I feel nostalgic, like, high school nostalgic. It's weird, when things are brought to your attention that you have completely forgotten about, even though when it happened, it was the biggest deal ever. That's ( Read more... )

after reading some entries from years ago, i decided i need to write in here, again ( Read more... )

I wish I could be more dedicated ( Read more... )