My bday is about 32 days away and Im so excited. Mike is taking me away for 2 nights and 3 days to the Poconos. I really cant wait. Its going to be great. I wish we were going tonight. Many people think hes going to ask me to marry him nut Im not so sure of that. I hope he does but i cant get my hopes up. Either way its going to be great. We are ( Read more... )

Hello there. I feel like I need to release some stress. Life is a little crazy right now. Mike and I are good so theres really no stress there. I guess with me taking the steps to go back to school is really scaring me. Im scared that Im not appling right, not doing the steps in the right order or maybe skipping a step. Im scared of not being able ( Read more... )

Sometimes things seem like they are never going to end. The stress just wont go away. Work pretty much has my head spinning. I might be moved to do different work which Im not happy with. Its too much responsability and I dont want it. Its hard now doing what I do and after 2 years of doing it Im finally at a point where Im great at what I do. Why ( Read more... )

Life seems to be going by so fast. I havent had much time to come on here...So much has been going on. Working 2 jobs is slowly catching up on me.Im trying to make the best out of my life. Time is going by so fast. 2008 is just around the corner. I dont have much to show for the past year. The one thing that I feel good about is the fact that my ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I was last here. A lot has gone on in my life. Some bad but for the most part good things have happened. I stopped smoking June 12, 2006. It will soon be 6 months since I last smoked. Although Im proud of myself...I have gained so much weight. As a promise to myself for the new year...I am dieting. Not only am I not eating ( Read more... )

Don't people have better things to do in life other then to track me down and try to be tough? Honestly, I know that they are married and it really bothered me in the beginning but now it doesn't. But do you really need to search on My Space to find me and make a smart ass remark? Was it really worth it to her? Did she feel any better after she hit ( Read more... )

Everything is great. I moved in with Mike over a week ago. Ok well I moved in my stuff but for the most part I have been here everyday since I came back from Ohio. Yea I know it was a lot sooner then I said I was going to move in but if you had my life right now you would understand. He is so good to me and I couldnt ask for anyone better. I love ( Read more... )

Next week in my birthday! Ill be turning 27 and panicing because Im getting closer to 30. Shit! When I turned 20 I felt like my life was almost over. Normally I cant wait till my birthday comes but I feel this change coming over me. It never was about the gifts that people gave me. To me it was about the people I surounded myself around. This year ( Read more... )

I have never felt like this. Im so in love and this feeling is becoming uncontrolable. I try to explain to him just how I feel but when im ready with the right words nothing comes out. It sounds realy stupid I know. Im starting to become very scared of not having him in my life. Im starting to crave for his attention and when I dont get it I get ( Read more... )

Tonight was a nice night. Mike came over to my parents for dinner. We all had a great time and talked about things that we all want to do. Mike and I have been talking about going on a cruise so my parents were telling us about the time they went. But I dont know what I reather do more, cruise or D.W????? hmmmmmmm ( Read more... )