From this moment forward, I will accept responsibility for my past. I understand that the beginning of wisdom is to accept the responsibility for my own problems and that by accepting responsibility for my past, I free myself to move into bigger, brighter future of my own choosing ( Read more... )

I talked to my parents this weekend about moving back home. They agreed with it. Rent is cheap. They understood about how I felt with my living situation. Im not happy here. I know that moving back home is not going to make me happy but im the long run it will ( Read more... )

Life just seemed good for that day I guess. Not that its all too bad. The house flooded again. That really sucked. I went out with Tony last night. Had a good time. We played pool and I got my ass kick. Had a few drinks. Then like always had sex. Its just what him and i do best together. We ended up talking about things we never really talked about ( Read more... )

Other then Katies car getting smashed and Julie smashing into my rental while in Ohio...life has been ok. I am no longer crying myself to sleep. I think this is a good start. I am able to talk to Russ on the phone without crying my eyes out. Vince and I had sex and for him being a heavy guy...it was fucken great. Yet, I havent seen him since then. ( Read more... )

Please don't think of me ( Read more... )

So last night was Kevins birthday and he wanted to hang with me which was cool. Katie invited us to go to Philly with her and her friends and we were going to go but by the time we got done going somewhere to pick something up it was already too late to be driving to Philly. So we ended up going to Kat Man Doo and having a great time. I drank a ( Read more... )

I just spent an hour and 23 minutes on the phone with Kevin. Talking about a whole bunch of things. I think me flirting had a lot to do with some of the things that were said to each other. He's kinda of mad because the last he heard was I took off from work tomorrow. That was only if I was going to the shore. I'm not going because I wanted to ( Read more... )

There are so many thoughts running through my head. Its so hard to just focus on one. The main thing that is bothering me is the thought of moving back home. My parents have asked several times but it just doesn't seem right. I know in the long run that moving home would be the best for me. I would be around loving people that will help me through ( Read more... )

No shit buddy! I didn't say anything to you to make you think I wanted more. Yes I did flirt with you as well you did with me. And now you want to call Paula!! Whats up with that. You tell me that its personal. LOL Well, Paula doesnt want to talk to you. Yes, I'm jealous. I wish I wasnt but I gave Kevin Paulas number a few times. And as far as ( Read more... )

So yes the party was fun. Thanks Katie for mentioning that I fell down the stairs...I almost forgot about that. LOL. I saw Kevin for the first time in 4 1/2 years. I was so happy to see him. We joked around for a while and after his friend pissed on my furniture while being passed out...YES, the kid pissed on himself. How nasty. Anyway, after all ( Read more... )