Well, I'm back on the ball, kinda. I guess...maybe...no not really -_- Anyway, I just hate everyone at school at the moment because they're just pushing..._pushing_ me to join some military service so I can get away from them -_-. Maybe I should move again, because that would really be great. I'm really starting to hate the drama drama drama that ( Read more... )

It's been a year today, on 7:35AM my father, William Joseph Barry Jr. passed away from his life, his world, his family ( Read more... )

Fifth ramble, Right now I'm using my friend's computer to type up my next journal entry, and the keys are so clicky (clack clack clack clack clack clack clack clack ((Okay I'll stop)) clack clack ( Read more... )

Seconds Wasted ( Read more... )

I hate that I'm being an idiot right now, but I guess I have to explain. My mind and emotions are being over controlled. Crying for no god damn reason and locking myself up in my room is not my way of living, but somehow it ends that way ( Read more... )

Bah, I'm really starting to hate my mind. I really can't do much at this time and I feel so guilty about it. Me, saying I am always a good friend is really being a sucky ass bitch of one. There's so much I want to say these days, so much I want to do, but I can't. I can't always be there for everyone, but I want to, yet it's so hard. I have my own ( Read more... )

Since it's Coming to Halloween, Guess I'll do my spooky kind of poem. Please don't steal. How would you feel if someone took your hard work and claimed it as their own? How would you feel that your hard work was rewarded to someone else but not you? Think about that before I slash your tiny head off ( Read more... )

Ha! Told you this wouldn't be constant XD Anyway, I've been pretty busy with school and all and I've been thinking about my writings a bit. Possibly I'll work on my fan fiction stuff,hopefully for Stephanie's sake XD Plus I've been wanting to do a lot of lemons lately, so my mind has been currently on that XD *snicker* I might get some done and ( Read more... )

hey people, it's me, being random XD Names Blackie and I'm just bored enough to make a second journal (or was it third? O.o?) Oh well, anyway, I just might add some random ramblings, poems and lyrics and writings. If you don't like it, don't read it, or I'll just ignore your continuous yelling and screaming at me saying 'Oh you said a stupid thing ( Read more... )