gotta love it at the crack of dawn to be out on the ice racing ...like there is anything better to do on the ice...the speed is a rush that is for sure...gotta love it ( Read more... )

drove to milwaukee after school/work to edwardos for pizza....smiles slowly to herself...michael wanted to go ...and i cannot seem to say no to him ...except and i do say except when he asks me as we are going through oshkosh if we are going to stop and get gabriel to come with us...i laughed ...a slow yet audible laugh...he does not understand ( Read more... )

in my new little car today....damn those diesels for heating up so slow....

i am loving her though ....

my green beast....aka my dodge dakota that i have raced loving and lent out numerous times to friends and family .....has died today ( Read more... )

too cute ....the man i have grown to love an adore is playing house somewhere else for these winter months....oddly enough it is not at my home ( Read more... )

spent some time this afternoon after work playing chess and winning as well as losing ...that is okay i am learning...and learning is part of the process of life ( Read more... )

deep fryer and fingers do not go well with one another ....a lesson i relearned today ....i have a blister that is now the backside of my finger and i am learning that if i rub it too hard the blister will break and reform....and if you get too close to something warm ...it fill up with even more fluid....

sighs

kinda looks like my heart i am

i decided since i do not have my son on tuesday nights and i am not working long hours anymore i would run some errands ( Read more... )

when letting go hurts too much even when you are told you are loved....that should be a good place to start in a normal relationship...but what do you when there are so many lies and too many times that you are been cheated on and still you move forward to ask for the relationship to work and you are told no ( Read more... )

Give up control and you'll know true control. But you must give it up without expectation. If you do not, you will be perpetually dissatisfied and unhappy.