This has been a loooong time ago.
Started today with Weight Watchers. Feels good. Maybe losing some weight makes me happy. *smile*
62 weeks of being free from cutting myself. *yeah*
Nearly two years with my love. 
A flat which could not be nicer.
New friends. 
Now learning for the exams... never was so difficult.
I love Thuringia. :)

There are only a few hours more to wait.
And then in... about 17 hours I can hug my Love.
After 5 weeks of longing, when I was already dying...
Longing is over and I can be with him for one and a half week.
Just him... My Love...
How did I miss him...

"The streets are empty... but life goes on... One Day we will return here... when the belfast ( Read more... )

Five days left till I see him again... *sigh*

does this end in any time?!
got sick
hate myself for the next 24 hours
maybe more
three months now
could have been already one year
let's say that is my punishment...

I passed !!! 
PASSED
it is just hilarious that I really passed with 4 points. 
Now I do not get over that there are only 4 points and not more.
But still I am very... not happy but relieved. So i do not have to lie to my parents. 
Later on that evening Andreas will call again. 
but for now I am going on learning.
cheers

Yeah, I am alive ( Read more... )

sneezing, coughing, sad ( Read more... )

studies are very interesting. sometime also fun.
i miss him...
parents are here... decorating my flat...
miss him still...
no good sleep... nightmares only...
miss him much more...

*... I got a room. But not only a room. I got a whole flat for myself. Do not have to care for someone else ( Read more... )

Didn't get the rooms...
Just five days left to find one...
longing with no end...
love with no end...
hatred...
Won't have any nerves left when beginning the studies...