I saw a guidance couseler. I have 7 units left to take in order to get my AA and transfer to a UC. So, that means, I'm going back to school, and getting shit done. My plan to breeze around and not strive for anything incase I was striving for the wrong thing started to lose its appeal. Now I'm a total go getter. I'm starting with hiking to the ( Read more... )

I am totally spoiled. I am the baby sister of three very protective brothers, the friend of some of the greatest people in the world, and the girlfriend of the most super neeto cool boy I could meet. Here is the run down ( Read more... )

I just got this email ( Read more... )

I can't believe someone actually wrote a song about this. Even though it's totally lame, it's how I feel all of the time. Yeah, I'm lame. Things have been getting worse. I'm not sure why. I'm raising my prozac again but I still am totally oblivious to everything that's going on around me. I seriously think I'm losing me mind. Literally ( Read more... )

I'm so humilliated. My throat is killing me and I think it's swelling shut even as we speak. It's 7am, I've been up since 2. It's never a good thing when you spend 5 hours in bed with nothing to do but think. Not if you're already depressed. If I were to talk to my mom about this, she would say something like, "Well, Mars is in retrograde. ( Read more... )

I'm depressed to the point of not eating nor taking my meds and chugging a bottle of wine. My throat hurts and I feel like absolute shit. Brent is high on a fever and the last time I talked to him he was shivering and said something along the lines of, "so how about you and your friends gang banging Sedona?" I asked him to explain but he could ( Read more... )

Post the first sentence of the first posting of each month in your LJ and that's your "year in review", skip meme's and surveys of course ( Read more... )

So remember that whore boy that I was a whore with? I was just thinking about that today and laughing, because it was almost humiliating how bad our chemistry was. And I get home. And I check my email. "Hey, I really had fun hanging out with you the other night. Or maybe it was a few weeks ago." HAHAHA!!

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Today is the Everybody Fuck With Sophia Day. Special thanks to all those who joined in.