Bollocks.

So I've decided to leave LiveJournal for another man.

Anyway.

I forget what I was going to say.

Ah, yes, have returned to LJ so as to find a way to save my old entries from oblivion...

but have moved body and soul to another site. I will let you know what's up.

It's been real.

So it has to affect into my friendships, too...

my insufferable ego (not as in pridefulness, mind you), my force field of self that makes people feel less important to me than they really are, as if they're irrelevant, as if they're investing more in our friendship than I am.

More later.

Darling,

Back from Boston--a somewhat less than satisfying Thanksgiving. Granted, my idea of a satisfying Thanksgiving differs somewhat from other peoples' ideas. Had been looking forward to a quiet Thursday night basting a turkey breast and making caramelized onion mashed potatoes...aloneWhat ended up happening was that I was ordered, nay, ( Read more... )

Here is Matt's e-mail to me ( Read more... )

and the ensuing frenzy, in addition to my various places of work, have all had me thinking (at random and unsuccessfully) about my raison d'être ( Read more... )

"God," rather ( Read more... )

A quote:

"Just fucking throw me in the back seat and fucking bang me you fucking -----!"

How very strange...the absurd pleasure one can derive from the fact that boys on either side of you are holding back your hair as you bend to strike a flame on a plastic lighter.

How shtupid.

listener?

It was me and Scottie, then ran into this Boy...so then it was me sandwiched between Scottie and Boy watching a godawful movie--Better Luck Tomorrow--of which I deny all knowledge. While my people did commit this unspeakable atrocity, I had no hand in it. And I personally apologize on the behalf of Asians everywhere ( Read more... )

Also known as National Genocide Day ( Read more... )