Trying to resist the urge to tear apart my room in search of an earring ( Read more... )

I think it's gonna hit the seventies today. Which is grand, just fucking grand.

I would like to make a pact with the devil to forego winter this year. If you let winter not come this year, I will give you my soul for all of eternity! What a good fucking deal. Come on, take it or leave it ( Read more... )

I T.A.'d three classes today, Painting I, Painting II/III, the Creative Writing Senior Seminar, which means waking at 8 and working 'til 6...

And then I went and tried to do a 4' x 5' reproduction of a Rembrandt print--The Crucifixion I think it is called ( Read more... )

the man I love...and he'll be big and strong...the man I love ( Read more... )

The School, by Donald Barthelme ( Read more... )

rock, rockin' it.

Last trip to "the city" before heading back up to good ol' D--. I am usually pretty good about spending lots of cash money (hoes) on chintzy clothing I find in sketchy stores on Broadway...

but this time, I refrained--spent, instead, lots of money on Irene's birthday presents (CDs of the "groove" genre, according to Tower) and ( Read more... )

Saw it. It was aiight. Not quite worth 25 bucks but...what can I say? You gots to support.

Aiiight.

Aha.

More interestingly, on the train ride back home to Queens, the night lush, velvet, and pungent, I was reading Stanley Kunitz, his Collected Poems, and this old black man across from me leans overs and asks, "Are you reading that for ( Read more... )

There are some nights when the sound of city buses deflating to a stop--you know the sound--and screeching forward again ( Read more... )

...what I yam. And that is: homesick.

Or, not so much that as wanting to be unthinkingly busy.

Think am only capable of approximately two weeks of doing nothing. After which I long to be...yes, long to be "stressed" and multi-tasking ( Read more... )

...three hot, throbbing, tumescent mosquitoe bites all screaming for attention right now but my fingers cannot move fast enough to scratch. One on my finger, one on my upper arm, one on my inner thigh.

[scratch scratch scratch]