Man, sometimes a good day can turn to shit in two seconds. Fred and I had a fight over something stupid, I don't want to get into it, but it sucked. Hmph ( Read more... )

Well, hm....lesee. Tony downloaded Discworld Noir for me, a game based on Terry Pratchett's Discworld series. In it you're a PI trying to figure stuff out...it's really fun, and really funny! I've been enjoying it, though every now and then I have to look online to see what I'm supposed to do next ( Read more... )

Not too much happening here. The Restaurant will be opening soon, so starting this week I'll actually be working, full-time! Whoopee! Holy shit...I just said whoopee. Anyways...spent most of my week painting, in one form or another. At the beginning of the week, I spent my time painting the bathroom off Rm. 14. I really liked how it came out ( Read more... )

Fred and I saw Amnityville Horror yesterday. It was decent, but there were parts when I was laughing and giggling instead of being scared. My brother's friend Ryan described it perfectly; it was a lot like watching an Evil Dead movie. Kind of funny, a little jumpy. The acting was excellent though, and it was very cool to find out what really ( Read more... )

Well. Um. I often wonder why I do this. I get inspired to go write in my LiveJournal, let the few friends I have know that I'm alive and well. I feel so out of touch with everyone except a very small amount of people. I realize more and more that this place sucks, and though it is very pretty here and peaceful, it's also real fucking ( Read more... )

Apparently, the ability to sleep has been removed from my system ( Read more... )

I am sorry for neglecting you, I am sorry for being a terrible friend, I am sorry I don't call you any more, I'm sorry I don't visit you any more, I'm sorry I don't try, I'm sorry I've lost you, I'm sorry I'm a fool, I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done to you by my own folly. I'm a fool, an idiot, and I just don't know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

So last night Taylor and some people held a little get together for Mikey 'cause he's going to jail today. In fact he's already in there right now. So Fred and I showed up at around 7 and Mikey was already feelin' it and by 9 he had puked and passed out. I still find that amusing. Mikey is still Mikey. I think he gets the impression I hate him ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel very lost, and I don't know why.

I can see folly twisted into belief and lifestyle. It's a virus that the body cannot seem to fend off due to a psychosermatic (sp?) flaw in the mind. Some unconcious need of sadness. Free oneself from the cage that one has erected for oneself. Fight and destroy the aches of humanity...shuffle off the weight of need and live free of satisfaction ( Read more... )