cge. wala talaga akong kwenta. >.

[kuro_tenshii18]

I was supposed to be on hiatus but I just had to release my stress and feelings. Gomen ne flist for spamming you. This will be an emo post. Be warned. although I would like to be guided

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[waku_waku]

aww.. *hugs

[kuro_tenshii18]

*HUUUUUUUUGS BACK* First of all, thanks for a very long comment. I appreciate long comments. &hearts

[waku_waku]

japanese letters are love. haha. i think naman, like you don't really have to say things to their face, especially if it's all in the past na.. like, i bet they have already forgotten about it.. ganun kasi kami.. what's more important is now. like show them that you are sincere in trying to be a better daughter/sister

[kuro_tenshii18]

OVERCOME KATAMARAN. HMM. How do i exactly do that. DDD: I srsly need strict supervision. Not only with laziness, but also with my gluttony. T.T

Yes, I actually don't borrow stuff from them anymore. I returned my brother's stuff though. lol I bought new pencils for my brother because I lost his pencils. *i mean expensive ones, boo. D:*

Lol, I can't open up to my family, srsly. I dunno why. I'm too scared. They might end up having a heart attack when they already know that I failed my math exam and that i will be failing first year in pisay and that i should be transferred to another school. D:

[anjenette]

don't feel bad. Times like this are normal. You feel like nothing's going right and that you're the meanest person in the world happens to me a lot too.

Hope you feel better soon! :3

*hugs*

[kuro_tenshii18]

thank you very much for cheering me up &hearts I appreciate it. I'm planning to write a letter to all of them. I'll even attach the letter in my project if they want. But

...it's in japanese. lol

[anjenette]

at least you tried?? XD

[kuro_tenshii18]

tried? I haven't started yet. lol oh well. XDD

[isomethyl]

I don't think there's a need to be really super nice... just be yourself ^^ and besides your not aiming on becoming a saint naman diba?

I like how your PMS blues goes... it's like it multiplies one's conscience LOL

[kuro_tenshii18]

well, i am not aiming to be one. obviously. pero kasi e. I have to stop this "chaos" i am causing in this house. lol

lol it really does. Well, ngaun lang toh, kasi epal ang mundo sakin ngaun. When I have PMS< usually i am hyper and bouncy. I am not emo. lol thanks for cheering me up! &hearts it's been a while since I saw you. <3

[isomethyl]

See... sometime my comments just reeks how inconsiderate I am LOL Family stuff like that would just look chaotic and strange to any outsider but for the members it would be something "familiar" 8D

Hala ka, anlaking epal ang mundo hehehee... PMS ko is like being twice meaner to other people and 10x meaner to people I love <333 I tell them that as my sorry =D I cheered you up? yay! may silbe ako~

Busy sa work e... hahaha~

[kuro_tenshii18]

lol oo. ikaw may silbe. XDDD ahahaha. i don't really know why i become meaner and brattier to my family than to my friends. aww. goodluck sa work! ^-^

[eve_aida]

i understand what you're going thru.. *hugss*

*sorry i dont understand what you write there..it's in tagalog right?

anyway,

you see, maybe we're family so that we always reveal our bad side to them but that doesnt mean you're always, always be the rotten one in your family ne?

but, since we live under one roof why dont try to be tolerate and be consider for them a bit..you dont have to change yourself 100% because you is you..but by doing a little good deeds etc will show your family how wrong they are..

hope you'll be ok with life! :)

[kuro_tenshii18]

thanks for the encouragement and the enlightening advice! &hearts I will try my best to control myself from now on, and I will become a good sister/daughter! ^-^

[eve_aida]

anytime dear..anytime~ :)

[hesminenotyours]

I know how you feel X___x Alam mo ba, ang dami ko nang kasalanan sa pamilya ko X_x I mean, tignan mo ikaw, kahit pasaway ka at least bumabawi ka sa kanila through your grades. Pano pa kaya ako?! Titibo-tibo Aangas-angas wala namang mapagmamalaki X___x Sabog na nga grades ko ang pangit pa ng ugali ko X__x I had to learn it the hard way.

Sa totoo lang, naiinggit ako sayo. Kasi you're like the daughter my mom wanted me to be (ang labo). Gets mo ba? Palagi nalang ako kino-compare sa inyo ni Pia at ni ate Bashia kasi matatalino kayo. Ano lang ba yung kaya ko? Mag-internet magdamag X___x Alam mo ba yung feeling na sobrang sinusubukan mo; ginagawa mo na lahat pero it always backfires? GRABE.

I'm sorry for spamming you O_O I was supposed to make you feel better but I think I only made it worse. My bad O_O

Hang in there, love. Together we shall prove them wrong. I'm here, mmmkay?

[kuro_tenshii18]

Hmm..I still think you're a better person than me. You are always fired up, cheerful and straightforward. I..can't even say a word to my parents whenever I fail. Huwag kang mainggit sakin because I am a major fail. this ended up by me cheering you instead of you cheering me lol Your mom will not want a daughter like me, because I'm lazy. Srsly. All i do all day is to sit in front of the computer and fangirl. Pag naghahain sila nde ako tumutulong. And ung grades ko nagbabagsakan na, believe it or not. Oh well, it still is flattering. *hides* Tell her that you are her daughter, not ate pia, ate bashia, not me. *HUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS* I knoooow. *pats* you'll get over it. I hope you really do. I'm here to listen to you, like I always say, demo yappari, I FAIL. Gomen ne? Hontou ni. I'm jsut too busy at the moment actually periodicals namin ngaun pero nasunog ang pisay so wala kaming pasok XDD I hope I can be there for you..even though you don't feel anything I'm concerned, dear. XDD