Well lookie lookie I am updating..aren't you lucky? Well for those of you woundering my life has been great I have truely foudn the love of my life...there is noone else like her otu there there is no chance for someone to be the perfect to me...I love her. Ic an ever leave her...I wish I could fall asleep with her in my arms and just keep her in ( Read more... )

Yesterday and eairly this morning....was great...I got to see Chloe ((My gf)) and i just got to spend so much time with her....god it was great....i hope it will happen again soon...

Fuckity fuck fuck fuck, I have a new gf, she comes back in town today. My mom said she chould care less abotu a grifriend right now, because I need a job...though my mom doesnt know how happy this one makes me..well i had to fucking rant about like shit...doesnt really help I guess...well i will go to the extream to see my new gf...

Adam and I went to the mall today to meet up with a couple girls that liked us....well we hugn out with them for awhile...and we found out they were going to Charlie and the Chocolate factory... Adam and myself scrounged up some money and we went to...well i sat next to the girl that liked me, her name is Chole (and she is really hot...), well I ( Read more... )

I hate my fucking car, really i do...it fuckign died and wouldnt start for me...and so i got yelled at by mom and im in deep shit...I ill probly just help around the house all day..-shrugs- i dunno...well i guess his is all i ahve to say...other then i ahve crappy luck...

I asked my ex if she still felt anything for me she said no...then soemthign clicked in my mind...and now im just happy and feeling like i wanna dance or soemthign like that...i dont fuckng care anymore and it feels soooooo great not to care n_n...Well im going to a concert friday so mayeb i can find a girl there, hell I am probly gunna mosh... ( Read more... )

Damn it...why, why must I see her as perfect, I was feeling sick today like i was gunna throw up, but when she came over to get adam...I felt better...maybe she is my perfect drug...but i need to forget about my feeligns for her...I wont be getting her back....-sighs- FUCK....i kinda wish my brain would just shut down....-plops- well i just had to ( Read more... )

Well I found out that my ex still wants to atleast be friends n_n. I also have deicided that I need to stop lashing out at her...-shrugs- Ohh look its starting to storm...>_> anyways. I just hope it doesnt take another two fucking years to find another girl as perfect as her...and damn she fuckign looked hot on the forth...-plops- I miss her so ( Read more... )

As you can see (if you can't get some glasses)I have deleted all the enteries about my ex other then this one and the one before this. I have gottan over her now, I won't get her back and I don't care anymore, she lost a great guy, maybe I had to be perfect, no one is perfect...Well the main reason I deleted all the other entries is that I have to ( Read more... )

Ya know what...fuck it I don't give a care anymore....she seems to have changed, she seems like she wanted material things... I am done....I am gunna look for someone new soon....I not too depressed anymore n_n....and if you all have to leave a comment leave it on this one ( Read more... )