God, for a minute there tonight, I was feeling really, really miserable ( Read more... )

I don't know that I should be writing, or that I even have anything to say right now.  I guess this is moreso going to be thoughts spread out through text and documented.  Maybe that's what my goal should be regarding writing.  A means of just pouring the contents of my mind for others to peek into and discover.  See the world the way I see it, ( Read more... )

I find it odd that someone who claims I mean the world to them can make me feel so unimportant.
Her inability to remain civil and unwillingness to remain friends is both disappointing and disconcerting.
But all the same I can't say I'm the least bit surprised.
She really always seemed to be all talk, no sustenance.  I'd hear wonderful things while ( Read more... )

i don't know where to begin.  and i want to find an end. soon ( Read more... )

I am goddamn sick of all you self loathing hating motherfuckers.  Your pessimistic bullshit and negative attitudes aren't appreciated by anyone except like-minded sorry self absorbed pricks like you.  Cut it out.  You don't fucking bitch when president's day comes around.  You're not a fucking president, but you seem perfectly alright with it.  You ( Read more... )

We were sitting in alex and Joe's apartment smoking the Hookah when an short asian man kicked the door in and had a lighter in his hand. he struck the lighter a flame shot out that was huge.  it so big in covered the apartment with flames and everybody just sat....and watched.  fucking stoners.

We've grown tired of living.  We've grown tired of our lives.  We're disgusted with nearly every aspect of the world; the exorbitant number of rotten humans, the forced social structure we're expected to adhere to, the lack of news on the news, 300 channels not worth watching, the sick, the sad, the starving.  They all piss us off.  We don't care ( Read more... )

So yeah ( Read more... )

man ( Read more... )

i'm really not sure i want to be doing this, but i get the odd feeling i'm going to go through with it regardless ( Read more... )