This thing….whatever it is that I’m doing with Ty.

This BREAK-UP.

It’s like being dropped down into the depths of Alterac Mountains when you’re only a level 25. And because life apparently hates you so much, you turn into a Night Elf Hunter and suck. So you’re wandering around with your purple Night Elf SUCKDOM, running from big huge ( Read more... )

Several nights of anguishing tears, a drenched pillow, hoarse lungs, and the loss of ten/fifteen pounds (JESUS CHRIST) later, Sarah hears some DAMN AWESOME NEWS. But she refuses to over-react, and she REFUSES to get her hopes up. She will however say though, that there is a high probability it's true. What it is, we'll see ( Read more... )

I took the civil service test today. Thirty minutes into it, I started to space out. I looked around and thought about the past week. I wondered when Ty and I would get back together, and wondered further about whether or not I would be successful with this endeavor. All of this, everything that I'm doing, is just a means to an end ( Read more... )

Today Ty dropped me off at home. As I was getting out, he asked for a hug. We hugged for a moment, and he said, "it sounds like you're doing well. I'm so happy for you." I started to cry against his shoulder, and tried to hide it by being tough. As I sobbed, he nuzzled against my shoulder and kissed me on the cheek ( Read more... )

I feel better after talking with my mother about everything. As harsh as she is sometimes, she still manages to make me feel better. I don't like how I've distanced myself from my family since I started dating Ty... I never wanted that. Maybe this break will allow me to reconnect with them ( Read more... )

And in 24 hours I went from taken to single ( Read more... )

I don't really know WHY I like this song. But I do.


Seriously....Why?

Sometimes, I just need about fifteen minutes to organize my thoughts....

So I think I'm going to set up a meditation area in my room.

I'm also considering taking up Yoga because I've always wanted to do it.

LAWL

Traded shifts with Megan the Minor so I could take a Civil Service test tomorrow and have a chance at getting some high paying gov't jobs. Just found out via the website that the test station is CLOSED tomorrow!

So....Sarah has a day off. YEY. But she makes up for it Friday with almost the same hours. Ewwww....Summer Saturdays....Lunch rush = ( Read more... )

Oh, the THINGS you find on Youtube.....