i am the most fucked up i have ever been

i really like ben o:-) :)

i am really fucked up
and i want to go back to ians but i cant
because that is where everything is

i <3 weed

woke up at 7 and went to some fucking rehab shit ( Read more... )

i wish that i was never here.

today wasn't that good ( Read more... )

( pretty (ugly before) )

( it doesn't matter )

jason dumped me ( Read more... )

for those who don't know ( Read more... )

i'm going out with jason. finally. he just left actully. i really like him, and hopefully i won't fuck this up like i used to ( Read more... )

yeah everything i just wrote got deleted grrr

ok so what i was saying was

i saw jason today. i don't want to get my hopes up. i like him but i don't want him to think he has to go out with me. i care about him thats all. i also said that i hate when people hardly like nirvana and they buy the fucking box set. if your favorite song is smells like ( Read more... )