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i'm too tired to be going to school. i fucking hate school.
i have to start passing because my mom said shes drag me in each class to make sure i was going
fucking bitch i hate her.
well i'm leaving soon

MAINE : )

it is exactly one month until my birthday.

Wednesday: mom found out that i took pills a couple weeks ago. worst day of my life. snuck out of the house at 7 and took a bus up to the mall. my mom came and picked me up at 9:30. i got screamed at then went to my room and fell asleep. Thursday: People came over for thanksgiving. i really hate that holiday. its so boring and all you do is eat and ( Read more... )

i hate thanksgiving. i always forget how much i hate it until it comes.

note to self: THANKSGIVING IS THE WORST HOLIDAY POSSIBLE. NEVER BE HOME ON THANKSGIVING

i guess i have to watch out on what i say in here from now on ( Read more... )

this always happens to me

i like someone
then i find out he/she is a bad person.

i just want to find out for myself, thats all.

thanks for trying to help though.

terri, i love you.

wtf is happening?!?! terri sean jason and jason i love you guys a lot im sorry for scaring you. i have stopped taking them. i just dont want u to be mad at me because i love you all so much.

we all need to calm down

no more pills for anyone

chill out
o one kill themselves

settle down.

no more stress please

i had to lie to my fucking global teacher and psycologist by saying i was sick and didnt feel good. they both saw me fucked up and i just said i felt sick.

i'm a terrible person.

i cried to my psycologist today. holy shit i felt so low i wanted to fucking die right then i was so upset aghhh

if shes dead i'll die. i swear to fucking god ( Read more... )