The Nine Inch Nails Ghosts album makes me feel inspired but the problem is in what way? I dunno if I wanna draw, paint, play guitar, play piano, listen, wtf?

it's kinda funny because I was going to write about something similar. I wonder if it's possible that I already met my soul mate. I mean could it mean something that for 11 years I am still dreaming of 1 person? 1 person who I stopped talking to over 2 years ago? Doesn't make sense. It makes me feel really conflicted inside. I'm confused.

So there is something about the solace of having the house to myself that puts something in the air. It always starts off so grande and then after the sun sets it gets a little too quiet. Your thoughts become louder. But it's alright. This weekend is really nice so far ( Read more... )

This could be the best year of my life but I don't want to jinx it. I have a group of girlfriends now. Fucking girlfriends? who would've thought, i've been comfortable hanging out with guys for years. Amazing the difference. I love to go out. I love to make things. I love music. I love. My cousin moved in and she's awesome. She has always felt like ( Read more... )

I like when you foget about a band for awhile and listen to a song and think "oh yeah i fucking like this". I like listening to music that takes me back. i've been listening to Taking Back Sunday for a few days and i've been singing at the top of my lungs and thinking about all the fucking retarded teenage angst I had lol Someone was talking to me ( Read more... )

I'm in love with the She & Him album right now. Her voice is great.

My blushing gives me away.

Got my tattoo. I love it. I can't wait for more. Nine Inch Nails were so good. I can't believe I'll never get to see them again. I don't know what happened but I was singing along to "Hurt" and I felt fucking tears start coming out of no where. I'm a sap. Damn it was just soo good.

I feel more and more like I'm 18 again. It's surreal. I feel so fucking happy. I'm going to get my second tattoo today. I cannot wait! Tomorrow is the NIN concert. It's about time I finally got to see them. Just trying to live life to its fullest.

I forgot what a great album Stone Temple Pilots "Purple" was. This weekend ended fantastic.

Just fucking happy.

I think this is the closest to happy I'll ever be. I think that my friendship with Sara couldn't be stronger and I'm glad to have that constant friendship in my life. I've got others of course who mean the world to me but Sara has been there for everything. I think I like to leave my house finally. I like to put myself in awkward situations and ( Read more... )