My parents just loaned me a lot of money to help pay off my debt. I feel so stupid, I really do. How I could be so reckless is beyond me, but it does fit in how I have been living my life for so long. I can really trace it all back to senior year. Europe opened up a new world to me, the beauty of all the countries I've seen. I feel priveledged to ( Read more... )

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I'm 23 now, kinda weird. Birthday was alright, went to the bar with John, had some bday drinks. Nothing that exciting for a Thursday. Went to the beach 2 weeks ago, that was sweet. One of John's friends owned a house down there so we hit the beach up all Friday, got insanely trashed at night. Saw a cover band called The Nerds, they rocked. We were ( Read more... )

Another long while since I updated ( Read more... )

So yeh, update on shit ( Read more... )

It's time I put to rest all the sadness and horrible feelings I have had of late, as I have come to the conclusion that everyone I knew in my past is gone. Every nice thing I have ever done, all the good times I have ever had, everything, has been shattered and I am left here alone. The nameless names that have forsaken me, have indulged in their ( Read more... )

I’m thinking of my soul’s sovereignty and I know everything you hate in me
Fill me up with over-pious badgerings, to throw them up, oh, one of my favorite things
Remember all the lessons fed to me?
Me the young sponge, so ready to agree
Years have gone
I recognize the walking dead now aware that I’m alive and way ahead

Too bad the things that ( Read more... )

Looks like I'll be spending Valentines day alone. Another holiday deemed worthless. Love sucks.

Intention rejection, I don't seek perfection ( Read more... )

The friends I have loved and trusted have all turned against me. You've all used me, chewed me up and spit me out. I did nothing to deserve this. I'm not looking for sympathy or reasons. Nor will I question what brought me to this point. I'm surprised I can still stand straight with all the stab wounds in my back, and I'd like to say thank you all ( Read more... )