Fool enough to almost be it ( Read more... )

Yes, hate me. Everyone, you will never see a more evil person this world. Take a good look, this is as bad as a person gets. Now my most trusted friends are talking behind my back. Interesting. Yes, I am so happy I was so kind to you all, I am so grateful for all the love I receive when you all needed something. This is one sick, vicious cycle. ( Read more... )

Vacation is kicking ass. Luke's house is insane; 20+ people live there, from all around the world. The spanish girls are insane, they cooked so much food, had all their friends come over. So yeh, basically smoked my brains out the moment I got to Lukes, the bud was really good and considered shwag. We then walked to the Antwerp Red Light District, ( Read more... )

"Geek USA ( Read more... )

I walk a lonely road ( Read more... )

My mental stability reaches its bitter end ( Read more... )

I've decided to take the money I am earning, plus my tax return, and move out. If I spend another few months in my house.... i am gonna go insane. My parents argue about the same shit everyday, it's like a script i have heard over and over. I can't afford a car right now, and even if I could the insurance, maitnience and repairs if it needed any ( Read more... )

The first time I saw you ( Read more... )

Good day yesturrday, didn't go to work cuz the bus came super late so i was like fuck it, stayed home and played some Final Fantasy 11. Was gonna go to they gym but I am still sore from 2 days ago so I didn't want to over exert myself and end up in more pain. Took a shower and headed over to Belyana's job in Teaneck. Her boss reminds me of the ( Read more... )

The feelings for her pour out of me like blood from a gunshot wound. The density of the color becoming lighter and lighter which each gush from my veins, creating a stream of red emptying out into a snow covered storm drain. My old self lays amongst the ice filled streets, dead to the winter it suffered, a winter that seemed much more cold than all ( Read more... )