Came home today from PDX. No one is home. Which is quite nice but you know what that means? Dance party to Katy Perry and dancing on the couch. YESSIR.

I know that I wasn't your ideal daughter growing up. I caused a ruckus. I pierced myself, dyed my hair, gave myself a mohawk in the bathroom. I understand that in your eyes, I was the furthest thing away from an ideal child. I get it. But can we stop this now? Between the ages of 18 and now, I feel like I have really shaped myself up. I was working ( Read more... )

I just posted in my facebook that my life is turning into a Japanese soap opera and that it's not a good thing ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to start this. When Chris and I broke up, a little bit before then I have been getting really close to someone else. And since Chris and I aren't together this other person and I made the moves on eachother and now we are unofficially seeing eachother? Is that the best way to put it? It's not a boyfriend/girlfriend situation ( Read more... )

Im sinking back into being antisocial... My heads a complete mess right now. I can't face the public or my friends without crying, getting angry or letting my feelings show the world how much Im hurting inside. It sounds tacky and lame right ( Read more... )

This is probably the emptiest I have felt in a long time. Its sort of weird and really unsatisfying. Like, I ate the entrée but decided to skip the dessert. Things could have gone really well. I mean, amazingly well. I had to give up, the lonliness was consuming, seeing my friends in relationships made me cringe. I felt like I was at a buffet, and ( Read more... )

God, I have been unbelievably cranky for the past few days. I am overwhelmed and overworked and oversocialized blah blah blah. I am super easily irritated ( Read more... )

I have been wanting to watch this movie for some time. Tom Hanks is one of my favorite actors. I first heard about this movie during spring quarter in my diverse sexualities class, we watched a movie called "Celluloid Closet" where it mostly focused on gay themes in movies and homosexual movies in general. One of the movies that was talked about in ( Read more... )

I think this is when the LDR (long distant relationship) gets a little difficult. Our money is getting less, which means we won't really be able to see eachother every other week like we used to. And thats okay with me (or at least thats what I am trying to tell myself) Yes, I have to constantly tell myself that I will be okay. That everything is ( Read more... )

2 days of vegan feasting. YES. Not having a job is starting to drive me a little crazy. I hate this feeling of when I am not working. I feel useless. I also need to get off my lazy butt and go and apply to more places but somehow as useless as I feel, my motivation seems to have gone amiss. Its hard to apply for jobs when one doesn't drive. As soon ( Read more... )