a bit better.body is somewhat healing, went to the clinic and set up for blood work...got something for pain...thank god ( Read more... )

good news and bad pain ( Read more... )

god loves me ( Read more... )

I think, I feel, I am not real.
I am not real.
I am not real.

Though my bodymind dances,
swings, swims, romances
gets caught in odd trances
pauses in certain stances
and I hold awareness of my breath

still time congeals, steals lost moments
remembered in the now
the ongoing WOW

I think, I feel, I am not real.

in my waking life ( Read more... )

birth days...breathing in different ways ( Read more... )

fruit trees...rainy days...lovely times, long pathways...
loving life...living free...getting everything i need
at home here as anywhere...on the hilltop i sit and stare
the ocean horizon pulling me away...i am loving every day.

I'm taking a week break from livejournal...maybe longer. because MY NOSEY FUCKIN PARENTS are reading it...

they just can't feel like they are giving up any ounce of control they might still have. well, i'm moving to gainesville in a week and then to Hawaii...so goodbye nosey bitches, hello paradise.

well, after a loooooooooong day of driving i have returned to florida.

yay.

it feels good to be back, and it will feel better to leave again for gainesville...in one week.

it's good to change, to meet new kids, to see the countryside and visit graveyards...

the trip was great, the trip is good, and will continue...

bits and pieces of links...chains...hanging around my neck...

an old ankh

a new life?
every moment.

like holy fucking jesus...

and a ring of amber...from my mary magdalene
i go to see her soon

moneyloveenergycurrency

give it to me...ugh!