You know halfcrushes? When you kinda like somebody but not really, so it's just fun and no hurt? Cause boy, real crushes can hurt ( Read more... )

I love it here.

I do, however, miss MandaMoe like crazy. Even though I've been away from them for most of the year the past 4 years, this is different. Previously I was at college, living in dorms, surrounded by people. So even though I didn't have them, I was never really alone. Right now though, I'm living by myself (my roommates moving in in ( Read more... )

dear lj world,

do you have any old NOW cds buried in your closet, never to be listened to again? poor cds! liberate them! send them (or lend them) this way. i will pay top dollar (1 hug per cd) for any NOW cds that people donate.

NOW thats what i call music!

i had at least two very strange dreams last night. possibly more, but those are the two i remember for now ( Read more... )

things with stephen have been rough lately. weve been arguing alot, and bickering over little things. and of course, thats gotten me down so ive been kind of blah recently, especially today. i feel like im more invested in this emotionally than he is, and thats hard. i cant do casual relationships, but he doesnt seem to want to get too close. or ( Read more... )

hokay its been a long time since ive updated. since my last post, i returned home, went to la, returned home again, then came back to woo. the first week of classes just ended, and now here i am at work, waiting for another hour to pass so i can head back to my dorm ( Read more... )

last night while i was laying there trying to sleep, i started thinking about the last few years of my life. and all i could think was "wow." ive changed so much these past few years. and then i changed again. and while some people would say for the worst, im glad ive ended up where i am. i regret alot of things that happened on the way here, but ( Read more... )

yesterday lisa and andrew and i went to cedar point. i dont like roller coasters, so i bet youre wondering why i would get up at 5:30 to drive over three hours to "americas roller coast," spend the day wandering out in the blisteringly bright sun, get blisters on my feet from my flipflops, wait in long lines, then spend over three hours driving ( Read more... )

i have a question for everybody. but first, the backstory ( Read more... )

i bought a ticket out to la on saturday. so now ill be flying home from the reu on saturday, august 12th, heading out to la on wednesday the 16th, returning wednesday the 23rd, and heading to school saturday the 26th. craziness. and in the brief 4.5 working days in which ill be home, i need to have 4 doctors appointments and get a haircut ( Read more... )