im am officially giving up all sugary things for a week, this includes chocolate (god help me!). it was going to be 2 weeks but have decided that giving myself a goal which feels impossible is pointless. small steps. the amount of sugar and chocolate (mainly chocolate) ive been consuming has been reaching all new crazy levels. this is because it is ( Read more... )

today is strange and sunny, been doing lithography in the printmaking studios which feel like you;re on top of the world with big windows and wide clean spaces. thinking about horses, drawing their bones, need to be more organised, michael is on the computer next to me, i want it to be time for tea...

eee have realised how little time i have in cardiff to see all the people who are around to be seen, the view from my middle room window is beautiful, i can see blossom peeking over the wall from next door and the bullrushes swaying in our garden next to the explosion of butter-yellow primroses. it makes it more difficult to motivate myself into ( Read more... )

dreaming dreaming always dreaming. summer, climbing trees knarled by the sun and treethoughts, jumping down sanddunes astronaut-like, showering in a new place, drying my hair in the sun, chatting with old friends over tea and biscuits or maybe icecream by the sea

don't want daydreams to overtake reality but i like his brown eyes

the world is wide! strange looking at all the things that have gone before, getting caught up in old memories. just been listening to the old yeah yeah yeahs stuff...makes my fingers tingle and me feel like im standing in the past present and future all at once, split into three but still just the one. vry wierd sensation but kinda exciting, who ( Read more... )

last night stayed over at sierras new wonderful flat in her amazing double bed with a real duvet and magical pillows, woke up to sierra running a bath for me with my blue lush seaweed bath ballastic and so spent half an hour lying in blue steamy water watching day dreams flicker behind half closed eyes and occasionally twiddling my toes ( Read more... )

miss everyone. i want to sit by the fire and dream away. i want walks in the frosty air with chaos and to go to town with old friends and sit and chat curled up in cafe armchairs whilst the light slowly fades and the christmas lights go on ( Read more... )

wellies and stormy weather, street lights and cityscape, crossing the motorway to get to grassroots, christmas things such as gluten free mincepies and Divine chocolate advent calendars, everything your heart desires ( Read more... )

im coming back to cardiff on the 19th :) lots of cakes in store x