So I haven't updated this in a really long time.

nothing has really happened except that

Ive gotten my car, cell phone, and what I had of freedom taken away.

I have to get a job now.

But I have no way to get there

Or to school.

Its depressing.

This week has been going by quickly.

Prom is soon.

So is summer.

I'm excited.

( Oh, the memories )

So today was a good day.

I went for a walk, which was nice.

I just sat by the pond for the longest time.

And went home.

( Major label artist )

( But you, you were my favorite )

( Another dry martini and a methamphetamine )

I like how I only feel like I want to die occasionally.

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her. Tell ( Read more... )

I like how right when I come home, all I hear is screaming for an hour.  Nothing else.  Just screaming.  And it all seems to be directed towards me.

It makes my day right there.  To have a tiresome day at school, then to come home and get screamed at.

It's amazing how at school I'm happy, or even when I'm anywhere outside of my house.  Then, when ( Read more... )

I'm slowly slowly becoming happy again.  I can't say I remember what it's like.  This depression has seemed to have grown on me.  It's been a long time since I've felt normal.

I'm in my living room.  Looking at the moon.  It's only partially shown,  although you can see a glimpse of its entirety. It's golden in color, with a redish tint.  There ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my basement, bundled up in a scarf that someone left in my house, typing this shit that you don't care to read.  Call it venting?

I'm feeling overwhelmed with happiness.  While at the same time, this black depression is over me and dragging me down.  The only thing keeping me sane is the bit of happiness I can feel. Which seems ( Read more... )