cynical, pessimistic, judgmental,critical, selfish

calamity!

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ruminating
chewing mental cud
too much rumination
makes me bloated

whining whining whining
a broken record
where am I
what am I trying to do
where do I want to go
spinning spinning spinning
wearing me out
so questions filling my head
with nowhere to go
milling around
hundreds of overcrowded guppies
crowded into a fishbowl
desiring what they do not know

lost and unsure ( Read more... )

freaking ah! take a chill pill

Grosssssss

just breathe. It will be fine.

ode to procrastination

stayed up late
on a date
with Mr P
unfortunately,
he did not take care of me

Damn
VLSB is cold
Brought some gloves
Brought a beanie
Brought a blanket
even got some cookies made with love
and yet, my toes are frozen

Let's just say that the swim test a bit more involved than my professors lead us to believe. We had a lecture on proper snorkeling protocol around 5:30. Then we got in the water at 7:00. We swam... or rather floundered... and puttered around. I am not comfortable in the water anymore. It was so weird being submerged. When I was a child, I remember ( Read more... )

CALM
1. Woke up 7:00 am took a shower
2. Ate breakfast
3. Made sure my shit was together
4. Left for the BART around 8:00
5. Caught the 8:10 train to Millbrae

PANIC
6. Heard over the intercom that there were some massive delays
7. Heard the problem was with the track in San Francisco
8. Realized that Montgomery was the first stop in SF
at this point I'm ( Read more... )

woo! that trip was fun. I cannot wait to leave for Mo'orea. fo' SHIZ

Trip Highlights:
-Learning about the coastal plant ecosystem- I really love California
-Meeting and talking with my classmates. Everyone's so hilarious. I think I may have come off a bit strange. Normally, I'm a little bit more shy... but not this time. I ate a couple tiny! worms  ( Read more... )