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ast night at LC shannon shared with kat, susie, and myself that someone said they were going to take her away from me. my initial reaction was: oh really?!?!?!?. shannon looked at me and said...what? you can't say shit anymore. it's true. kat looked at me and was like you ready for that???? i thought about it and said that no matter what i'm going ( Read more... )

so the last time i was in Carson my mom, in her passive agressiveness, gave me her proactiv treatment and said "here this is for you". of course i didn't listen to her the first time because i really didn't care if i broke out or not. i view my many imperfections as something that builds character ( Read more... )

from the HR manager regarding my inquiry of recieving my applicaiton for employment ( Read more... )

last month I

- deleted half my buddy list on AIM only effecting those people I grouped as "nor cal folks" and "family" (ie. most of the people I talk to)

- lost my job to due budget cuts

- lost my new cell phone

it is official. i am out of my comfort zone and anticipating change.

good or bad, it's happening and i have to be ready for it.

it's a new year and i still haven't faced my all of my demons but one by one they'll all fall down.

note to self: if you dont pay your bills then the cable will go out, the lights will turn off, and i'll be very stressed.

note to self II: i really need to celebrate 5 years of a tweeker's sobriety.

i've been getting my ass KICKED in frustration/double speed by one of the youth i work with. damn, and that was truly my game.

but in other news, i was kicking ass in pisoy dos so cal style @ the stiff. i love winning the game with a 3 of spades :)

it's been a long while and a lot has changed. shannon and got our own place at the start of september. we're still settling in. it's crazy. we're like a married couple now, and more and more I'm realizing why I love her ( Read more... )

today, after seeing my coworker chris for the first time in like 2 weeks, he hands me a present. it's one of those personal fans that lights up in pretty colors. i turn it on, and ask him , what you think's i'm a raver? he looks at me and says, "no 'hoo - dit', you're my favorite gay person."

:)